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Okay... I just realized how long it's been since I posted a journal... So let's see, since my last one, I graduated high school, hung out with friends, worked, worked, and worked, and went to a club a couple of times, among other things. I also started shopping and stuff for college - I move in 4 days from now, and I'm super excited!!!!! I had a brief summer relationship that I'm honestly regretting a little bit, because of what's going on with it now... But that's that, I guess.
Recently, I feel like I've been doing everything wrong, and nothing right - I can't help, I can't be truthful with some people without being hurtful at the same time, and I just don't know what to do anymore.
My most recent ex is a super sweet guy - he treated me like a princess, most of the time - but he's had a tough time, and he has some issues. He gets depressed - easily and a LOT. He sometimes would say super creepy things - but he wasn't trying to be creepy. He was really touchy feely - he couldn't keep his hands to himself. He got angry over the concept of certain things. He made me feel guilty every time I hung out with friends, telling me that he was lonely and depressed for that time span. He hated it when I did certain things, like going to the club with my friends. He was jealous of certain friends. I broke up with him, telling him it was because I couldn't handle a long distance relationship, which was a part of it too, and he didn't give me the chance to try and tell him the other things nicely, and now I feel really guilty, because now I can't tell him the other reasons without being a total bitch about, so I have no idea what to do about that.... Please don't judge me on this...
I'm really excited about college, though, and can't wait till I move in. My roommate and I seem to be getting along really well, and I'm glad that we are. I have four classes, though I might see if I can get a 5th added into my schedule. I know which dorm I'm in, and I'm a part of the honors program at my school. I can't wait to start, and can't wait to make a bunch of new friends at school!
Recently, I feel like I've been doing everything wrong, and nothing right - I can't help, I can't be truthful with some people without being hurtful at the same time, and I just don't know what to do anymore.
My most recent ex is a super sweet guy - he treated me like a princess, most of the time - but he's had a tough time, and he has some issues. He gets depressed - easily and a LOT. He sometimes would say super creepy things - but he wasn't trying to be creepy. He was really touchy feely - he couldn't keep his hands to himself. He got angry over the concept of certain things. He made me feel guilty every time I hung out with friends, telling me that he was lonely and depressed for that time span. He hated it when I did certain things, like going to the club with my friends. He was jealous of certain friends. I broke up with him, telling him it was because I couldn't handle a long distance relationship, which was a part of it too, and he didn't give me the chance to try and tell him the other things nicely, and now I feel really guilty, because now I can't tell him the other reasons without being a total bitch about, so I have no idea what to do about that.... Please don't judge me on this...
I'm really excited about college, though, and can't wait till I move in. My roommate and I seem to be getting along really well, and I'm glad that we are. I have four classes, though I might see if I can get a 5th added into my schedule. I know which dorm I'm in, and I'm a part of the honors program at my school. I can't wait to start, and can't wait to make a bunch of new friends at school!
Anime Boston 2012
So, Anime Boston is coming up fast, and I've barely started on my cosplays. I'm going to somehow pull this off, and get my cosplays together, in time!
Well, the only cosplay that I know for sure that I'm doing for sure is Feferi Peixes, from Homestuck - she is my absolute favorite character, and I'm really excited to cosplay her. Today, I'm wearing my wig for her, and tons of people have actually asked me if I dyed my hair - never mind that the wig is twice the length of my natural hair! It made me feel really good, and really good about the wig, since having a good wig is part of having a good cosplay. So excited!
I might also be doing Leg
School, Life, and All That Good Stuff...
So, I'm back in school - senior year in high school, it's pretty exciting, but also really crazy. On top of all my normal school work, I also have to look into colleges, figure out where I'm applying, apply, make my senior page, get senior photos taken, get my letters of recommendation, and everything else! I do have a study, but still, it's a lot to deal with. I'll survive, I'm sure.
Anyways, recently, my life has been crazy, outside of school. I'm working (at McDonald's. I know, I know. A job's a job, right?), I took the SAT's October 1st, my cousin got married this weekend, and then next weekend I'm going to a friend's birthday. I've been
Colorado
So, I'm in Colorado at the moment, staying with family. Been out here since Saturday, and I'm having such a great time! So far, we've been kayaking, visited old friends (who have lots of horses), and visited old mining towns. Plus, we've gotten ice cream, which is always tasty. :D Today, while we were at one of the mining towns, I got a beautiful new ring (my old one was two small). It has lab created opals and a lab created sapphire, and I love it.
Also, I'm waiting impatiently for my Pottermore email - I got accepted for the early admission. While checking my email today, I found out that I'd gotten an email from Renslaer Polytechnical Ins
Anime Boston 2011 - Cosplay Update
So.... For those who don't know, I am going to AB 2011 this year! It will be my first time attending AB, and I am pumped!!!! My cosplays shall be: Sailor Jupiter (Sailor Moon), Black * Gold Saw (Black Rock Shooter), and Sumomo (Chobits).
Currently, my cosplays are in this state:
Sumomo: I have the pants, leotard, and shoes, with the belt most of the way done. I need to make the necklace, and ~ForeverAloneCosplay (https://www.deviantart.com/foreveralonecosplay) is helping my with the hat. :iconpixelsandquills: helped me with the pants and leotard.
Sailor Jupiter: :iconpixelsandquills: helped me with the leotard (Well, she made it for me, being ever so wonderful). She also helped me w
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